Bad habits what do we do to trade one for another?

So here it is Tuesday and yesterday I had to make a really hard choice. I had to submit papers for Kourtnie to go back to that gosh for saken school. I had no choice. Cincinnati Christian said that I had to pay a 250 non refundable admintance fee and she may not be accepted. Ya I have 250 just laying around to give to the school and if they do not take her then I am really up the creek with out the paddle. I got lots done tonight though for the YW action Friday and I am really looking forwerd to making you guys some home made enchalada's empanada, real spanish rice and I am think either flan or rice pudding and will be bringing home made mexican hot coco for all to try. My weekend was great with my mom and sister, and we got to spend lots of time togeather and it was a first for me and my mom. She had both of her girls there at one time to spend time with and do stuff with. We got Kourts room all redecorated in hopes it help her feel better about her self. Next trip down will be painting my room from baby poop green to something more nice. I got a new rough on today and let me tell you someone banging on your head at 7 am is not my idea of fun when I stayed up till 4. I could not sleep. Now here is why I could not sleep. So I am doing good with eating and walking but I be dang if I did not trade the bad food habits for bad spending habits. I felt that I was intitled to do some things for myself as I never do at all, and get some new things for me and the kids. Now I new the money was there so we could get something to do with the tires on the car but I spent it any way. I felt I deserved it at the time, for all the good work I have done. I was not thinking how is this going to affect every one else in the house, but rather what I was going to gain from it for myself. So I stayed up most of the night feeling gulity about what I had done. Now every one in the house is going to be short this month all bills paid though. It is like when I was getting clean from drugs I traded coke for food. Now what am I going to do trade food for spending? It is all a cycle. So the weather is warming up and I want to get out and really walk who is up for it? I am so ready to have some time with the girls and just be able to walk. I need to keep me busy other then in the house cleaning and not having the support of Taffany put the check book away and lets go walk instead or lets get some home work done or lets get some canning done. I really want to learn to do this. I walk slow so do not expect a speed walker I go at a slow pass as I never know when the knee is going to out on me. I need to stop sometimes just to rest but I really need to get out there and get busy for real. So what are some habits that you trade that are bad and the new habit is just as bad?